Introvert

Salam and hi peeps,

I have a confession: I am an introvert. I never thought I am an introvert. Not until I saw 9gag strips about introvert people. hahaha

I always know that I am a quiet person, not necessarily I am shy. I am just quiet. I don't like making small chit chat, especially meaningless chit chat. I would rather play with my phone rather than talking to people besides me. I don't like to speak up when I am in a large group either. silly me. people think I'm stupid, know nothing.

But I am talkative too. Just when I am with certain people or with family members. I love talking about random things.

I hate concerts, I hate crowded places, I hate loud music, I hate babies crying, I hate people yelling. I just LOVE silence. But not too silent haha. It would be creepy when you can hear your own breathing noises. I feel recharged when I am alone, doing my own thing, in my own space. I love having my own space.

I realised that I fell sick when I live somewhere that is not my home for more than a week. I don't know why. Just my body telling me that I should go back, crawling in my own little crib maybe. weird me.

I am damn sure there are a lot of people like me. Suffering in this world that never stops talking. Its difficult to be an introvert as people always have certain expectations from you. You are pressured to talk. Well, I am. Its stressful for me when I feel like I need to talk but I don't want too. People even think I am arrogant sometimes. bluergh. whatever.

I hope people will realised that everyone is not the same. just not the same....



me x