Going to Hospital

Salam

It's not easy to live as a medical student. I think it applies to everybody regardless what field they are studying or what job they are working on. It depends on a particular person, of course. As for me, I can feel the difficulties of becoming one. But I am glad to feel this (err. i think). At least I know I am still a medical student that haven't been kicked out from the medical school. haha. To that extreme. Well well, bersyukur ja.

My head is now messed with small words from the hundreds of journals/articles/books I read. My life now is sort of devoted to do this literature review. phew. I really worried with the deadline. It is so near dah ;( (for me, 18 days is considered realllllyyy dekat) For some, it's still a party week. :p

Okeh. Back to the point, I should be telling you about my experience shadowing the Brits doctor at the hospital for the first time kan. So, last couple of weeks (on Friday), I went to Leeds General Infirmary dutifully as a medical doctor ^.^. We (the Leeds Med Student) are divided into many small groups. 6 people in a group to be exact and and we are assigned with one doctor per session. For the first week, we have to grasp the systematic technique of taking cardiovascular history. 

I really thought it would be easy at first (agak berlagak dlm hati). But definitely I am wrong. I surely can memorize all the steps to take history but at the time when I met the real patient, I went blank. haha. I am so dead nervous. Thankfully, we had to take history as a group. If not, I am sure there would be a long stare between me and the patient not knowing what to talk about. kiki. I think meeting cardio patients are superb. They are friendly and seriously, they were able to really tell the doctor exactly what had happened to them. Of course, this would make the doctor's life; diagnosing their condition way much easier. 

My feeling on that day? As much as I felt nervous, scared, insecure and a lil bit confused, I kinda felt excited to experience the life of a doctor. I don't think I am able to do other job better than a doctor. Seriously. I am not good at math *sobbing*. I got into medical school pun by luck *sobbing* so, when I got the opportunity, I really want to do my best. I don't want to ruin my future. huhu

What makes me proud on that day? Well, I am so proud to see all the meds students were so clean and smart-looking on that day. Compared to the usual-boring-lecture days, they looked stunning when they are clean. haha. Barulah terserlah kehenseman masing2 kan. One thing I learned from doing ward round is, do wear a comfy shoes! 

Have fun and have a nice day! NISE is coming really soon. My life would be really bizi-mizi.

Lots of love,

efi

Berniaga di NISE'11

Ragnarok Online

Salam

Pernah dengar tak Ragnarok Online? Game yang dah wujud rasenye berabad yang lalu. Tapi ye lah. Dulu time darjah-darjah lagi dok bace je la kat komik Gempak pasal review game ni. Memang nampak pun best dah. Sebab die RPG pn. Dulu internet rumah pun guna Jaring je kan. So, memang sangat lembab la. Kalo nak maen pun kemungkinan besarnye kene gi CC (Computer Centre ke?). Camtulah. CC dahlah mahal gile dulu. Ingat lagi sejam RM3 kot. Mane nak amik kan duit banyak-banyak. Dahlah nak maen of coz bukan sejam je.

Lepas dah punyalah lame, barulah at last, dapat jugak mainnnnnn!! hehehehehe. Diriku sangat gembira. Lagi-lagi lepas beli laptop baru yang lebih canggih dari netbook ku yang lama, memang sangat best! Main game online ni yang bestnya, dapat jumpa ramai orang dari satu dunia. Of coz bila semua main benda yang sama, last-last akan jadi kawan jugak kan. Tak dinafikan main game online ni memang addicted. Lepas nak main, mesti nak main lagi. Lebih-lebih lagi bila kawan-kawan yang lain sume dah level tinggi kan. Of coz lah nak levelling lagi tinggi jugak. keh keh

Tengoklah snapshots game ni. Besttttt :)))

me: is the wizard.yang ada bar hijau and biru bawah character die tu :D

Berehat di pantai

Berehat di Turtle Island (tengok map atas skali belah kanan: peta die bentuk Turtle. ahaha. comel)

Kecurangan saya dengan wizard lain di internet. oh no.

So, sekarang ni tengah nak leveling lagi bagi wizard saya jadi high wizard pulak. hoho. seronok2. Thank you kepada semua yang telah berjasa menolong saya di RO sehingga saya dapat capai level 99 sebelum kembali menjadi level 0 pada keesokan harinya setelah Rebirth. hehe. Thank u CMI, Sora, morninglily, redsnow, seiku, auron (yang saya benci :P), dan lain-lain. hehe. 

Sekian sahaja laporan gembira saya untuk RO. Sekian. Oh tak lupa. Maliq KMB, nice to see u in RO. Ade clown eh?? Hebattttt! ngeh2

Regards,

efi xx

p/s: Anda yang patut dikenali kerana mengajak saya main game ni, thank you sebab downloadkan game ni. Tapi saya salahkan anda sebab akhirnya saya addicted jugakkk XD

Impianku

Salam

Ada tiga perkara yang saya dah impikan sejak saya berumur 5-6 tahun lagi.

1. Membuat course Medic
2. Buat Medic di United Kingdom (UK)
3. Kahwin semasa saya belajar

Saya pun pelik macam mana dalam usia sekecil tu boleh fikir dah benda-benda macam ni. Doa saya setiap hari akhirnye insyaAllah makbul. :D

Saya gembira. Harapnya ini semua yang terbaik untuk saya.

hehe,
efi

p/s: Saya akan pengsan setiap hari Isnin rasanya. 6 lecture in a row sangat penat. campur 2 jam break. Maknanya 8 jam sekurang-kurangnya kena duduk kat university. Pengorbanan. sob. Kuatkan lah aku. Amin

Decision has been made!

Salam

Alhamdulillah my prayer just about to come into realization. Thank you Allah

I am so happy today ^.^

Can't wait to go back this summer. I owe my family so much. Thank you for understanding. And thank you to you too :)

Regards

Do I have to wait?

Salam

The answer is NO. Because I am damn sure with what I want and I know what is good and what is bad. I choose to be good. I choose to be a faithful and obedient server of Allah, and what I always get is rejection. So do I have to wait until the rejection turned into a grant? And all the while of waiting, I do more sins and become a bad person, would that be better? I think I am not.

So, I have to stick with this. I choose my faith. Instead of waiting, I might just have to open my options. Who knows there is actually other better opportunity for me? Who is ready to guide and lead me.

So, NO thanks. I am not going to wait anymore. I am more valuable than that.

Regards

Happy 2011

We will open the book. Its pages are blank. We are going to put words on them ourselves. The book is called “Opportunity” and its first chapter is New Year’s Day.

Edith L. Pierce